Sunday, February 1, 2009

Overwhelmed.

That's the best way to describe the way I feel right now.  Overwhelmed.  I am overwhelmed b/c I just don't know what else we can do to get Aidan to listen to us.  He thoroughly embarassed me so much in church today that I don't even want to go back.  It's as if he's deaf or something b/c I know I am talking but he just isn't hearing or listening one damn bit.  I know this is supposed to be normal 3 yr old behavior etc. . .but  I just feel like I may lose it at any moment. And to think that we are crazy enough to add another human being to the mix.  Hmm- I sense a lot of mental instability in my future.  I love Aidan more than anything b/c he can be so sweet but I just want him to be quiet for 2 minutes in a row and listen when I tell him to stop doing something he shouldn't without talking back.  Is that asking too much?

Overwhelmed.